Something's happening to me. And it's not good.
Only this afternoon did I finally became aware of what I was becoming. It was almost the end of a very bad week. I was slumping on my chair, staring at nothing. I was emotionally drained and each fiber of my body sighed with exhaustion.
During my examen, I looked back at what had happened to me and it was clear that my mood had turned sour as the week progressed. I was frustrated at a lot of people, irritated with the phone calls, the distractions, the setbacks. My patience ran thin several times and there were many instances when I felt like blowing up.
Maybe I'm just angry at everything right now.
Or maybe I'm just pregnant.
Only this afternoon did I finally became aware of what I was becoming. It was almost the end of a very bad week. I was slumping on my chair, staring at nothing. I was emotionally drained and each fiber of my body sighed with exhaustion.
During my examen, I looked back at what had happened to me and it was clear that my mood had turned sour as the week progressed. I was frustrated at a lot of people, irritated with the phone calls, the distractions, the setbacks. My patience ran thin several times and there were many instances when I felt like blowing up.
The scary part is, for the life of me, I can't think of a particular reason why. Is it probably because my job is finally catching up to me? That it's changing me to someone I don't want to be? Or is it because of other personal affairs that I'm not even aware of? Or is this because I am secretly unhappy?
Maybe I'm just angry at everything right now.
Or maybe I'm just pregnant.
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